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I found out some stuff that I really didn't want to know. I think I need to paint something. Or cry. Something like that. My family goes like a cycle. Like a circle, and it breaks my heart. What if it never changes?

I think I'll be different. If one of my kids hits the other, they'd be in a lot of trouble. A lot.

My dollhouse is going to be so beautiful. Really it will. It'll have a dragon on the roof. I'm just a little put off. Hesitant. I'm scared that it'll get ruined when someone gets angry. That they'd destroy it. Because that's something else that doesn't change.

But I'm happy. I'm happy even though I'm tired. That's something else that doesn't change.