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Ex called. Told me I was an asshole, and I think he meant it as a compliment. Whatever. I don't understand him. And when I told him I thought he was being a pain, he said that he thought that was hot. I don't get it! He called on an argumentative day for me. He does that a lot. I don't know why I'm always on the defensive with him, but I don't like it when he calls me weird. Normally it's a compliment, sort of. He has a girlfriend in Dallas.

I like streetlights. They mean that the world is safe-ish. That there will always be light when I close my eyes. Streetlights are like prayers.