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[victormakesart]

She is having surgery on August the eighth. I'll remember that. I'll be spending the day with Joey. I think I might need to cry a little bit, but I'm not sure why. I'm very tired.

I remember that one time I found a dead bird and I flipped out. I was in junior high. My friend lied to me and told me that it was sleeping. I knew it wasn't sleeping. I might be naive but I'm not daft. He moved it a couple of feet and told me that it flew there. I guess innocence must make me mentally incapable of discerning dead from napping. I guess I'll never be a doctor. Ha.

My cuts should heal over if I don't forget them again.

I wonder if it's possible to tie poetry in knots.

"The Iliad" is giving me a headache. Too much gore.

I can't remember where I put my gloves. They're in my room somewhere.

How would one distract a model? I may or may not be plotting something.

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[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

Something dead? *eyebrow*

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"In the water." She nodded. "There're drowned things everywhere in the water."

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

Unless your world's really different from mine, dead things can't hurt you. Life's gone out of them, right?

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"'M still scared of them. Dunno why. They won't hurt me, but it's a phobia of mine."

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

Do I scare you?

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"I...you don't most of the time. I like you very much."

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

*eyebrow* Thanks... but... I scare you? *concerned*

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

She chewed on her thumbnail. "Not most of the time," she mumbled.

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

That still leaves some of the time. Victor?

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"'M scared of everyone sometimes. Can't help it. Most folks're bigger an' stronger 'n me."

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

*There's an odd quality to his voice.* But you know- know I'd never hurt you, right?

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

She tugged on her hair. "I know. I just get scared. 'S 'cause...I dunno. I don't mean to."

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

*softly* Okay. Because I wouldn't.

*Aaaaand this is reminding him so very much of reassuring Alexa the same thing.*

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"I - I know."

Which was something that Victor still didn't have a clue about.

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

Good.

*Poor Vic, kept in the dark. She's gonna find out sooner or later.*

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

Victor nodded. She felt guilty.

And she was likely to stay in the dark for a very, very long time.

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

*awkard shuffle!*

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

She hugged him again.

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

*hugs her back* You're a good kid, Victor.

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"You're a good man, Rico."

[nyc-ricochet.livejournal.com]

*softly* Thanks.

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"Thank you."