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[victormakesart]

((This entry is QUITE time has no meaning yay and it's locked to the beautiful Candy (but not to Candy's baby) because Vic needs OUT of my HEAD right NOW and it'd be difficult to explain the situation to lotsa folks until it can get played out. *deepbreath* Here goes.))

Victor was pacing in her dorm room. It was a mess of water bottles and papers and books. She hadn't left it since...well, she was trying not to think of that.

She sat down at her desk chair and set to composing an e-mail. Her fingers were skittish and mistake-prone on the keyboard. She used the backspace key more than the letter keys.

TO: Candy Savage < that.crazy.b1tch@gmail.com >
FROM: Victor Allen < victor.needs.coffee@gmail.com >
SUBJECT: Not sure but I should fill in this blank with something so there.
TEXT:
What's going on?
How's Anya?
Did I miss anything?

Comments

TEXT

[colourmeinsane.livejournal.com]

Not much at all.
She's good, being kinda wiggly and awake right now. It's actually kinda cute though.
Nope, not much. Just been sitting at home with the babe, catching up on shows I haven't seen in years.

What about you? Are you feeling okay? Any problems?

~Cands

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[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

Vic bit her lip and jumped up and paced some more before she could settle down again.

She's good at being wiggly. Good baby wiggle yay!

Cool. I've been...you know. Stuff. Yeah. Too scared to leave my room. I tried once or twice.

Vic

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[colourmeinsane.livejournal.com]

Indeed it is! Huzzah!

Yeah. It's understandable. :-\ Do you want me to come over sometime soon 'n bring Anya? We could work toward all going for a walk. Together, of course. Do you think going outside with someone would help any?

~Cands

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[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

Yep!

I...can't. I'm too scared. I'm so sorry. It's just nice to talk to someone.

Vic

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[colourmeinsane.livejournal.com]

Heh.

It's alright. It might take a while considering what happened. It's cool. I'm here to talk whenever you need me, kiddo.

Any new paintings?

~Cands

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[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

< 3

I mean, I don't even remember anything much. Just that I was scared. And there was a very scared and very hurt girl named...Regina? Gina? I fought so hard but I couldn't help her. Then I remember going with Danny-boi, and that's all. It's all hazy. I hate my memory.

Nothing new. I can't concentrate.

Vic

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[colourmeinsane.livejournal.com]

♥!

Poor woman. You did all you could though. That's seriously all you remember? Wow. Maybe you're having a mental blockage? Where you don't want to remember so bad that you've blocked it out entirely? If I get my hands on Danni-boi, the shit will hit the fan. You know this, don't you?

Aw, that sucks. I hope it straightens out soon.

~Cands

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[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

I suppose. It's all I can remember. I don't know why. You have a kid to think about, sweets! Promise me you won't!

She jumped up again, fidgeting nervously. She threw a cup of hot cocoa into the microwave, and crouched over her computer, typing with shakey fingers.

Me too. I'll figure something out. I always do. :)

Vic

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[colourmeinsane.livejournal.com]

Maybe you'll remember in time. And I know. I promise I won't. I'm not allowed to go off and do stupid stuff anymore.

I'm sure you will. Hopefully soon. You + not creative/inspired = Doesn't work.

~Cands

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[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

Hope so.

Thhank you.

Yes, indeed. Victor typoed. Oh noes the world was ending.

Yeah. It's tough. I have commissions I want to work on. Argh.

Vic

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[colourmeinsane.livejournal.com]

Hope so too.

No problem. :p

Secretly, Candy broke a little smile at the rare typo in Vic's emails.

Aw. Tell people that it'll just take time. It's not like you're on a time limit, are you?

~Cands

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[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

Yeppers.

You're nice.

To be fair, it was because her hands were shaking. She wished she could remember why she was so terrified.

Nah. But I feel responsible.

Vic

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[colourmeinsane.livejournal.com]

Uh-huh

You're nicer.

Well, Candy didn't know this, she only thought of it as a rare occurence. If she did know, she probably wouldn't have smiled.

Still, no time limit means you can work when you're feeling better. I wouldn't worry about it right now.

~Cands

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[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

Indeedy.

Pshaw.

Vic wouldn't readily admit to being shakey. She didn't mind her smiling, if she knew hypothetically. It was funny!

True story, there. Yeah. I suppose I can. Also, I have papers to write and I can't concentrate on those either. I really want to write a poem. I think I might do that eventually.

Vic